Thursday, June 28, 2012

2 long years

2 long years. this is how long i have not been blogging.

Assalamu alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh 
'peace be unto you and so may be the mercy of Allah and His blessings'

Hello! :)

my life did not just have ups and downs for the past 2 years, but there were u turns, round-abouts and roller costers. but alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah, i'm still given the chance to breathe, learn new things life has to offer, see the faces of the ones i love, and the biggest ni'mah, to still be alive&kickin' muslim.

inshaAllah, ill be graduating this 25th of September 2012. to be officially entitled Dr and hopefully to carry out all the responsibilities entrusted to me. as of now, i'm still finishing the last bit and pieces of my internship days in Preventive&Community Dentistry. the department where i was first posted in during my 3rd year undergraduate years and will be the last department i am posted to before going back to Malaysia for good. *gile sentimental*

through all the hardships of coping with 23 subjects, learning how to deal with people who do not share your opinions, how to deal when there are a lot of differences in life, and not to forget, to be in control of your feelings and thoughts; i would say, i was under a great amount of pressure. i did not only resorted to crying under my duvet in my four walled room, but, my body's immune-system also responded and i fell sick often. got dysentry, eczema, astigmatism, multiple heart breaks, tonsilitis, infections,frequent diarrhoea attacks. u name it.

but i still have to go through it and stand foot.

Allah said:

 "And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits, but give glad tidings to As-Sabirin (the patient). Who, when afflicted with calamity, say: "Truly, to Allah we belong and truly, to Him we shall return.'' They are those on whom are the Salawat (i.e., who are blessed and will be forgiven) from their Lord, and (they are those who) receive His mercy, and it is they who are the guided ones." (Qur'an 2:155-157)

“Allah does not burden any human being with more than he can bear.”  (Qur'an 2:286)


“Verily, along with every hardship is relief” (Qur'an 94:5)

and i was relieved. pergantungan hanya pada Dia. as a believer, i should always remember that He knows best, and He knows what i don't. mungkin tak cantik pada mata saya, tapi sangat cantik pada mata Dia. if all the pressure or i would describe as 'torment' was necessary for me to be who i am now, as his servant, i should abide and kept on praying that He will guide me through.

2 comments:

imaaaanj said...

mon, u didnt story me all this?? uurgghhh. huhu. alhamdulillah ur almost done bebeh! doakan kite eh :)

shazea said...

sorry iman! im too engrossed with sorting things out that im totally out of the blogging world. sampai terlupa nak tanya khabar pon. :( yup, iA