i thot it was just rumors,like most of the things that happens here.
but it was not.
omg.
its for real.
my external examination has been reschedule,to an earlier date.
its early June people!
schmucks.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
buah fikir
waves of anger are descending upon me today.
kenapakah? hmm.geram bangat yang tak tertahankan.hingga membuat keputusan tidak ke kelas? sbb DADH kah? heh.salah satu penyebab,walaupun mungkin bukan yang terutama.
pernahkah terfikir,orang yang selalu kita sakiti adalah orang yang paling menyayangi kita? ironi. orang yang sentiasa memikirkan,melihat gerak geri kita dari hujung alis matanya.hmm.mungkin juga dialah orang yang selalu ingin memastikan kita selamat apabila kita tiada dalam pandangannya.orang ini,tidak lelah cuba memahami dan sering cuba mencari jalan untuk membantu.tidak pernah memikirkan imbuhan sikap baiknya.semakin kita melarikan diri darinya,semakin ketat dia menghampiri.silap diri,orang inilah yang sering kita tepikan dan dijadikan tempat melepaskan amarah.sesuka hati.berkata tanpa berfikir.tanpa cuba untuk memahami mungkin dia akan sakit hati.kadang-kadang mungkin juga kita cuba untuk melihat,sejauh manakah dia boleh bertahan. "sampai manakah? sampai bilakah?" adilkah untuk berbuat begini? bagaimana jika tiba satu masa orang ini melepaskan pegangan tangannya,dan sudah tidak endah.apa akan jadi? terumbang-ambingkah? terasa kehilangan barangkali? atau mungkin juga keras hati hingga tidak merasakan apa-apa atau tidak sedikit pun cuba untuk menunjukkan reaksi lantas terus menipu diri sendiri.
everyone in our life has a role to play,isn't it? walaupun,kala ini,kita mungkin tidak rasa signifikan seseorang itu dalam hidup kita,suatu masa nanti,kita pasti akan berfikir kembali.mencari silap yang mungkin atau tidak dimaafkan.pada masa itu hanya tinggal malu&sesal? jika ada.jika belum terlewatkan.mungkin juga cara kita bersikap terhadap setiap orang berbeza mengikut ranking kepentingan mereka dalam hidup kita.ranking melangkau sejauh sampah hingga permaisuri hatiku.fuhh.tapi,itulah hakikatnya.manusia memang sering membeza-bezakan.aku pun terlibat.tidak dapat dinafikan.lemah.
kenapakah? hmm.geram bangat yang tak tertahankan.hingga membuat keputusan tidak ke kelas? sbb DADH kah? heh.salah satu penyebab,walaupun mungkin bukan yang terutama.
pernahkah terfikir,orang yang selalu kita sakiti adalah orang yang paling menyayangi kita? ironi. orang yang sentiasa memikirkan,melihat gerak geri kita dari hujung alis matanya.hmm.mungkin juga dialah orang yang selalu ingin memastikan kita selamat apabila kita tiada dalam pandangannya.orang ini,tidak lelah cuba memahami dan sering cuba mencari jalan untuk membantu.tidak pernah memikirkan imbuhan sikap baiknya.semakin kita melarikan diri darinya,semakin ketat dia menghampiri.silap diri,orang inilah yang sering kita tepikan dan dijadikan tempat melepaskan amarah.sesuka hati.berkata tanpa berfikir.tanpa cuba untuk memahami mungkin dia akan sakit hati.kadang-kadang mungkin juga kita cuba untuk melihat,sejauh manakah dia boleh bertahan. "sampai manakah? sampai bilakah?" adilkah untuk berbuat begini? bagaimana jika tiba satu masa orang ini melepaskan pegangan tangannya,dan sudah tidak endah.apa akan jadi? terumbang-ambingkah? terasa kehilangan barangkali? atau mungkin juga keras hati hingga tidak merasakan apa-apa atau tidak sedikit pun cuba untuk menunjukkan reaksi lantas terus menipu diri sendiri.
everyone in our life has a role to play,isn't it? walaupun,kala ini,kita mungkin tidak rasa signifikan seseorang itu dalam hidup kita,suatu masa nanti,kita pasti akan berfikir kembali.mencari silap yang mungkin atau tidak dimaafkan.pada masa itu hanya tinggal malu&sesal? jika ada.jika belum terlewatkan.mungkin juga cara kita bersikap terhadap setiap orang berbeza mengikut ranking kepentingan mereka dalam hidup kita.ranking melangkau sejauh sampah hingga permaisuri hatiku.fuhh.tapi,itulah hakikatnya.manusia memang sering membeza-bezakan.aku pun terlibat.tidak dapat dinafikan.lemah.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
globetrotting
they say that “journeys widen the horizon,” i say, the wider it stretches,the more money i lose.hehe.guess i hafta go through the next 2 months on low budget.its ok,learned lotsa things throughout,and that is priceless.
NEW DELHI
[Capital of India]
nice place.suprisingly less hectic than Bangalore.(tribute to the driver whom had successfully avoid traffic jams).we mingled around Connaught Place most of the time.basically, u can get almost everything u need there.New Delhi seems more traditional compared to Bangalore,with more of historical sites and old buildings.i had a non-self explanatory “antique feeling” on the place,somehow.
[Metro]
1st impression: woaaah! Wide, spacious trains and the station somehow resemble Putra LRT Masjid Jamek&KLCC,KL.i loike! and the fee is just 8 rupees.cool.
[Karim’s]
when u travel to the Old Delhi or Hazrat Nizamuddin,this place is a must.omg.i have never tasted kababs which are as good as those that can be found here in my entire life.[exaggerating] hehe.seriously.
[Jama’ Masjid]
one of the oldest mosque found in Old Delhi.unlike any onther mosque,the praying area is wide open and uncovered.the building is made of red sand stone with remarkable old architecture.the specialty of this mosque is that they kept in their possession,a stone in which is engraved the footstep of our dearly beloved Prophet Muhammad’s SAW. besides that,a strand of Prophet Muhammad’s SAW beard and one side of his slipper is also kept here. =),and also old Quran scripts which belongs to Saiyidina Hassan bin Ali RA.
AGRA
[Taj Mahal]
Speechless.
JAIPUR
[Elephant,elephant,elephant]
Location: Amber Fort
SHIMLA
[Where are we again?]
Location: Mall Road
MANALI
[Unexpected]
we,as always,made another surprise! plan to our journey by adding Manali into the picture.”Hey guys,manali is just another 5 hours from Shimla…let’s go!” craaazy ppl.kinda reluctant at first,thinking that we’re not doing it according to plan,more money involve,longer journey hours and etc…but then again,wth,right? heh.so we went.and im glad we did.it turned out to be the most memorable one.=)
[Untouched beauty]
its early spring in Manali.u can still find snow covering half up to 2/3 of the mountains from the peak.its reaaally beautiful.plus,little white&pink flower buds are also seen at the stems of apple trees littering the streets.*huu* the water is unmistakably bluish-green.
serene.-_-
Tribute to Mr.Kamal.
our super cool driver! the stern look on his face somehow gives us a form of protection from any “external disturbances.”hehe.talking bout if looks could kill.really punctual,this guy.well,its more like before time.4 stubborn girls actually obeyed his instructions? he must be really good,huh? we literally woke up at 5.30 in the morning to go skiing in the shivering cold because he said so.craaazy.he shud join the army. ^o^
NEW DELHI
[Capital of India]
nice place.suprisingly less hectic than Bangalore.(tribute to the driver whom had successfully avoid traffic jams).we mingled around Connaught Place most of the time.basically, u can get almost everything u need there.New Delhi seems more traditional compared to Bangalore,with more of historical sites and old buildings.i had a non-self explanatory “antique feeling” on the place,somehow.
[Metro]
1st impression: woaaah! Wide, spacious trains and the station somehow resemble Putra LRT Masjid Jamek&KLCC,KL.i loike! and the fee is just 8 rupees.cool.
[Karim’s]
when u travel to the Old Delhi or Hazrat Nizamuddin,this place is a must.omg.i have never tasted kababs which are as good as those that can be found here in my entire life.[exaggerating] hehe.seriously.
[Jama’ Masjid]
one of the oldest mosque found in Old Delhi.unlike any onther mosque,the praying area is wide open and uncovered.the building is made of red sand stone with remarkable old architecture.the specialty of this mosque is that they kept in their possession,a stone in which is engraved the footstep of our dearly beloved Prophet Muhammad’s SAW. besides that,a strand of Prophet Muhammad’s SAW beard and one side of his slipper is also kept here. =),and also old Quran scripts which belongs to Saiyidina Hassan bin Ali RA.
AGRA
[Taj Mahal]
Speechless.
JAIPUR
[Elephant,elephant,elephant]
Location: Amber Fort
SHIMLA
[Where are we again?]
Location: Mall Road
MANALI
[Unexpected]
we,as always,made another surprise! plan to our journey by adding Manali into the picture.”Hey guys,manali is just another 5 hours from Shimla…let’s go!” craaazy ppl.kinda reluctant at first,thinking that we’re not doing it according to plan,more money involve,longer journey hours and etc…but then again,wth,right? heh.so we went.and im glad we did.it turned out to be the most memorable one.=)
[Untouched beauty]
its early spring in Manali.u can still find snow covering half up to 2/3 of the mountains from the peak.its reaaally beautiful.plus,little white&pink flower buds are also seen at the stems of apple trees littering the streets.*huu* the water is unmistakably bluish-green.
serene.-_-
Tribute to Mr.Kamal.
our super cool driver! the stern look on his face somehow gives us a form of protection from any “external disturbances.”hehe.talking bout if looks could kill.really punctual,this guy.well,its more like before time.4 stubborn girls actually obeyed his instructions? he must be really good,huh? we literally woke up at 5.30 in the morning to go skiing in the shivering cold because he said so.craaazy.he shud join the army. ^o^
Friday, February 27, 2009
***
it seems that there was an error.hehe.
number of days of bunking classes : 3 (including today =)).
id only be physically present if i go to classes today.so,no difference huh?
basketball
finally i get to play.we formed a new team known as "teja".that was the name that came across my mind in split seconds.the reality: a fresh brand new team,havent been playing for a long-long time,successively breeding adipose tissues,joined a tournament.cool! hehe.we have lose our first match.but its ok.should take this as an introduction rite and move forward.need more time to build chemistry.chewah! today,theres another match.we came up with new plans.i hope itll succeed.gambatte.
10 o'clock
after the match this evening,we have to rush back,get ready and tonight,iA the 4 of us will be leaving for Bangalore Airport.the latest is by 10.i guess,ill be really tired and just doze off all the way.(allyssa said that even if i dont play in the evening id be sleeping anyway--haha!).
apesal belum travel lagi dah rase penat?...fuhh.
number of days of bunking classes : 3 (including today =)).
id only be physically present if i go to classes today.so,no difference huh?
basketball
finally i get to play.we formed a new team known as "teja".that was the name that came across my mind in split seconds.the reality: a fresh brand new team,havent been playing for a long-long time,successively breeding adipose tissues,joined a tournament.cool! hehe.we have lose our first match.but its ok.should take this as an introduction rite and move forward.need more time to build chemistry.chewah! today,theres another match.we came up with new plans.i hope itll succeed.gambatte.
10 o'clock
after the match this evening,we have to rush back,get ready and tonight,iA the 4 of us will be leaving for Bangalore Airport.the latest is by 10.i guess,ill be really tired and just doze off all the way.(allyssa said that even if i dont play in the evening id be sleeping anyway--haha!).
apesal belum travel lagi dah rase penat?...fuhh.
Monday, February 23, 2009
kata hati
hunch is a gift,right? aku fikir ianya adalah tanda bahawa aku sedang mendengar kata hati.kadang-kadang gerak hati sangat jelas,tapi sendiri memilih untuk tidak endah.barangkali egois.kadangkala,takut untuk mengikut apa yang dirasakan betul.hebatnya gerak hati hinggakan boleh dijadikan "lie detector" apabila berbual dengan orang lain.boleh tahu bila orang tidak berkata benar dan cuba menyembunyikan sesuatu. sejauh mana ia boleh dipercayai? aku sendiri tidak tahu.
untuk mengaku dan menyatakan kebenaran,memerlukan keberanian and "no fear of rejection".masa depan yang tidak jelas dan sukar,pada aku,memang menjadi penghalang terutama.no.1. betulkan?
untuk mengaku dan menyatakan kebenaran,memerlukan keberanian and "no fear of rejection".masa depan yang tidak jelas dan sukar,pada aku,memang menjadi penghalang terutama.no.1. betulkan?
going places
monday.its a lazyyy holidayyy.again.days ive been waiting for something like this.finally i can free myself from all the schedules and the tiring confinement of getting a BDS degree.omg.hehe. looking forward to do something new and something that i like.stuff that does not require me to concentrate my energy and thoughts so much that id wrinkle my head and finally get older.hah! stuff that can make me venture into the other 80% of my normal human brain which i have not yet explore the use of it.such as? as for now,traveling i guess.---ok fine.id still be concentrating energy and thoughts but the wrinkles can be canceled out. =)
my friends and i are planning to go traveling to the northern states of India--New Delhi,Agra,Jaipur&Shimla.my second year of being a beat up dental student is coming to an end and third year is just around the corner.so,before the crazily-hectic clinical year approaches,i better do all my class-bunking sessions NOW.
Itenerary
counting the days...
my friends and i are planning to go traveling to the northern states of India--New Delhi,Agra,Jaipur&Shimla.my second year of being a beat up dental student is coming to an end and third year is just around the corner.so,before the crazily-hectic clinical year approaches,i better do all my class-bunking sessions NOW.
Itenerary
- travelling dates : 28th February-9th March '09
- number of days of bunking classes : 2 (saint!)
- Bangalore-New delhi : 4 hours by flight
- New Delhi-Agra : 3- 4 hours
- Agra-Jaipur : -+ 6 hours
- Jaipur-Shimla : 13-14 hours
- Shimla-New Delhi : 6-8 hours
- New Delhi-Bangalore : by train (boarding: 6.45am on 8/03/09-arrival: 7pm on 9/03/09)
- New Delhi : 13-30 degrees celcius
- Agra : 13-32 degrees celcius
- Jaipur : 17-31 degrees celcius
- Shimla : 0-13 degrees celcius
counting the days...
Sunday, February 15, 2009
snippets
exams
finally got back to davangere.back to all my daily routines and the piles of work to be done.*sigh* had exams a week after coming back.kinda sucked at it i guess.omg.nothing much to expect,since i just got back with my mind filled with thoughts of home and suddenly forced to sit for exams.i just hope i wont flunk my papers badly.haha!
of braces&coffee
today went for my orthodontics appointment.got a blue and red stuff at my brackets.kinda cute.something that actually made my day---besides coffee.o yeah,last week i had a bad stomach ache for drinking coffee.dang-it.how can it be? noOoo.id be mental if i dont get a swig a day."dependence" is the accurate pharmacology term to describe this.in my case, its "severe-dependence"?.hohoho. i guess one of the the neurotransmitters in my system is caffeine.
basketball
im craving to play.its almost 7 weeks since i last played.a lot of things came along the way.no time? its just an excuse...not just for not playing basketball,instead,it explains the ignorance most people have for the important stuff.pity.
OCD?
let's not discuss this.my heart pangs.^o^
finally got back to davangere.back to all my daily routines and the piles of work to be done.*sigh* had exams a week after coming back.kinda sucked at it i guess.omg.nothing much to expect,since i just got back with my mind filled with thoughts of home and suddenly forced to sit for exams.i just hope i wont flunk my papers badly.haha!
of braces&coffee
today went for my orthodontics appointment.got a blue and red stuff at my brackets.kinda cute.something that actually made my day---besides coffee.o yeah,last week i had a bad stomach ache for drinking coffee.dang-it.how can it be? noOoo.id be mental if i dont get a swig a day."dependence" is the accurate pharmacology term to describe this.in my case, its "severe-dependence"?.hohoho. i guess one of the the neurotransmitters in my system is caffeine.
basketball
im craving to play.its almost 7 weeks since i last played.a lot of things came along the way.no time? its just an excuse...not just for not playing basketball,instead,it explains the ignorance most people have for the important stuff.pity.
OCD?
let's not discuss this.my heart pangs.^o^
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